bad week..

this week has been brutal....HS mate died....Heart Attack...went out for jog Monday pm....came home after....died...just awful...

former work bro has cancer...leukemia...has 20% chance of surviving...

former partner just declared ch 7...so that's that....thanks for participating...

the HS mates passing is tragic no doooot....however he is gone and his wife and kids left behind get to suffer the most....J Wales...."dyin aint much of a livin boy." ...no its not....neither is living after the dying dies...

my bro with the cancer.....stinks on ice....he is not married....no kids....he is a strong fella and tough....I feel that he will defy the odds and pull through....if he doesn't, it will suck...but at least I have the opportunity to visit him and talk about old times.....this is healthy for us both...what if that was me?  we discussed this and I flat out said what I feel...we all die....its the ones left behind that suffer....he agreed...we discussed the passing of my HS friend...when you can discuss life and death like this,  you have it figured out...basically, its all about living...period!  after you are finished living, that's all there is for you on this planet...later! 

pardsy ch 7....this one really makes no difference to me after the other news of the week....I don't give a shit about the money...when you visit a friend in the cancer center, things change...big time....at least for awhile....until we forget....

greed...rule followers

greed is a human action that can be turned on and off...everyone is capable of being greedy....some choose not to be....some choose otherwise...

the rule followers are smallest group of mankind...the rule followers represent all that can be good in our society...unfortunately for the rule followers, they are the targets of the greedy...the rule followers get to pay for the GREEDS..the GREEDS fugg it up, the RULIES fix it...the greeds take the money away, the rulies work hard to replace the money....the greeds corner markets, use insider info, and hedge using their evil tricks, while the rulies see their hard earned money disappear like a fart in the wind...

im a fairly self centered guy..ok, im quite self centered...but i will not screw someone out of their deservings...i refuse to sell someone something that i dont have my own skin on the line...

nowadays...peeps can fuggen go BK and still drive their Porsche's and live in ladue...while their rule following pardsy pays the fiddler...

im fortunate enough to be able to pay the fiddler....for that im thankful...got that way because i dont drive a porsche and i dont live in ladue...

clint said it best...in dirty harry...."a mans got to know his limitations" ....top 5 greatest quotes in movie history! dont fuggen doubt me on that one...words that i live by...thats why i puss out and lay up when there is any par 5 doubt...

im a good friend to have...i will not be your partner though...im going pardsyless for the rest of my life...maybe...doh!