fraud..

me credit card company called...apparently someone in the LA county correctional facility got a hold of my card number and set up shop...nice..

how does this happen?

should this even happen?

you hear and learn about prison life through shows like "hard times" and "scared straight"..."shawshank"...greatest movie ever made....i guess there are fellas in prison that are able to get things for their fellow inmates..RED...now that was a guy who could get things for prisoners...andy got his rock axe from RED...andy escaped...

so now i guess if you do a crime....do the time...all while charging up someone elses credit card..

so now i have to fuggen go thru the process of filling out fraud forms....great....so once again the honus is on the rule follower....us rule followers continue to get the shaft....pisses me off...heavens to betsy!

its an upside down society....i feel like ive been violated....altho not the "violation" one receives in the bighouse...i guess us rule followers have that going for us eh?

kumbuyfuck

i promise that one day ill be better....but i dont see that coming anytime soon...

id read somewhere (i dont remember because i dont read...well...i read playboy and every gofgofgof! mag available...mens health too...thats a cool mag...tells you shit...how to make your lady happy...shit never works tho....i digress) that there are several stages one goes thru during a traumatic event or crisis...

denial...wig out...anger...face the music...conquer....er sumptin like that...

i guess everyone feels better when they have a schedule to follow...or better yet...told that there is a sked to follow and everything will work out ok....

my schedule is wake up..get coffee for wifey...off to work...bend over and have some big ole prison type monster have his way with you...watch shows..sleep....rinse and repeat...

im stuck in stage fuggen 3....actually i frolick freely from stage 2 wiggy to stage 3 anger ....i ride that fence and my nuts hurt from the constant teetering....me sack is on fire! wig out...get pissed wig out pissed wig out pissed.....pissssssssssed pissssssssssed....wiggy...price is right horns a blarin!

there is no such thing as karma...i looked into Buddhism and the yin yang shit...not for me....im convinced that 98% of humanity is fuggen horrible...following the rules has become boring....im going rogue...you betcha!