im a player again.....took the huge step out of me house and moved back to an office in clayton....i think i was officing out of me house for 5 years......5 fuggen years....5 years of working where you live....its a tough deal....u wake and you go downstairs....u work....u go home by walking upstairs....summers sucked...kids want rides...have friends over.....dogs bark....dogs run away....the worst was the pantry and fridge....instant access to fatness!!!! the mac was just down the street...that was cool...steam shower and shave 3 minutes away!
went to lunch today....by meself....saw 6 brokers that i used to run around with...awesome...actually talked some bidness....huge step and breakthrough for me...there is hope for me after all....maybe...learnin to fly....but i aint got wings...comin down....is the hardest thing...
im taking it slow tho....dont want to dive in too quickly...got to say this tho....shouldve done this years ago....why the fugg is it always like that...? the old adage...i wish i knew back then what i know now...i couldnt imagine the damage and carnage that i would do if i was 21 again....PLAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so far so very good.... i like it here...the fellas here like me....the gals too...the gals always like me....why is that? perhaps i will make some nice jack again....actually....that is a certainty!
me office building is schlocky....however me office space is kinda titty...its 3 times bigger than the closet i was jammed in for those basement years...
feel like the "natural" .... the promising baseball stud that suddenly disappeared from the world....only to return and be a stud yet again....many never achieve studome..i get to achieve it yet again....
goodbye hermit...hello gecko!
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